Wednesday

broken heart ..

hey beb !! entry kli ny aq na cter psal sseowg yg aq syg ... cter nye da lme da .. tp x ad la lme sgt kn .. aq blik msia 7/72013 .. ha .. tyme ny la kjdian brlku .. oke korg  dgar ea ..aq brjauhn dgn bf aq .. uma jauh . lps tu jrg jmpe . dlu klo jmpe pon at skola jer .. ble da abz skola .. x jmpe .. hang out together pon jrg .. aq sllu cntct kt fon jer .. stiap mlm gyot ,, n then aq stdy kt oversea plak .. lg la jrg cntct .. mklmla mahal kn . klo gyot pn skjap .. owg smue ckp ..ala ,.. ko ngn bf ko kn jauh .. so x musthil la dy tu curg ngn ko ... ble aq dgr je owg ckp cm tuu . aq sbnrnye ad prsaan tkut tuu .. tp aq sangkal prsaan tuu .. aq sllu thinks postve .. pstu bf aq tuu plk sllu ckp kt aq .. u jgan rsau .. i x ad spe2 pon at snie . i kn da ad u . so bwt ap i na crik lain . i syg u sorg jer ..

stu mlm tuu .. ktowg chatting .. tbe2 aq trdtik na ckp mcm ny ,.. u tlg la jjur dkt i . 1 je yg i mnx dkat u .. if u ad skndl .. tlg la ckp .. i x kn marh . sbb i fahm .. u mstla bosn at sne .. sbb i x ad .. na msg .. na gyot tiap2 mlm .. tp i mnx klo u da ad skndl .. tlg la clsh ngn i .. korg tao ap dy bls .. dy kte .. sayang .. i juz sayng kn u sowg jer .. u la istry n gf i .. n then tbe2dy qol .. dy kte .. syaang .. i sayang sowg jer .. klo psal skndal tuu .. ok .. mmg ad .. tp i bese jer ngn dy .. dy yg lbh2 .. dy yg ske i .. klo u na tao spe u bkk la fb i .. aq pon diam n dy kte .. sayng ? marah i ke .. aq ckpla x marah pon .. ble aq dgr dy ckp cm tuu .. btpe hncurnye aty aq tyme tuu .. hnye ALLAH yg tao...aq tros mtikn fon sbb sdey sgt .. x mmpu na kte pape daa .. 

lpas tuu aq tros wassap sowg membe aq ny .. aq cter la at dy .. dy pon trkjot ble dgr .. dy x cye mle2 .. dy tnangkn la aq .. dy ckp jgn sdey . lps tuu ble da lege sket .. aq mzqol la bf aq tu balik .. sbb aq x nak dy tao aq sdey .. aq pon msqol dy blik .. dy qol balik .. dy kte knp mti?? aq ckp x tao la . x ad line kot ..lps tu dy smbg ngn aq mcm bese . mcm x ad ppe brlku .. YA ALLAH .. sket nye aty aq .. mamat ny x ad pasaan k .. x tao k aq bngng gler ngn dy ny .. tp aq sbr je . smpaila kdit dy abz .. n matii .. lpas tu aq pon bkak la fb dy .. aq tgok ad sowg ny .. nme fb dy .. CHIENTA FIEQA .. opss . sorry trmention nme dy at sni .. na tao chat dyowg mcm mne .. chattng dyowg brbnyi bgini .. FIEQA: hye saayng .. morning .. mmuah .. FATHI: hihih .. hye .. mmuahh .. FIEQA :i miss u la sayang .. ha .. mcm tu laa.. btape gedik na mti nye due ekor mkhluk ny .. membre beb bce !! pnas thap gaban da ny .. saba3 !!

due ary sblm aq blik msia .. aq sdey sgt .. berclaru otak aq .. aq amek kptusan tok break ngn dy .. aq cter la prob aq at tufa' sume . dyowg skong kptsn aq na break .. sbb laki tuu da wt aq mcm tuu .. aq pon smngt na clsh ngn dy .. aq tggu dy on9 .. sbb tu je la cre aq na ckp ngn dy . tp dy x 0n2 .. 2 ary aq tggu .. smpai la aq blik msia .. stbenye aq dlm taxi .. aq txt la dy .. fathi .. i da smpai msia .. i sje je na ckp . i tao u x nk tao pon .. k . bye .. lps tu dy rep mcg aq .. dy kte .. u da smpai msia da ?? haha .. spe ckp i x nak tao .. mst la a i na tao . i kan sayang u ..

lepas tu mula aq tye dy pasaal skndal dy tuu .. ktowg brdebt psl skndal dy tuu smpai la aq da smpai dkat umaa .. brdsarkn ap yg dy ckp .. dy kte dy x knal pompuan tuu spnhnye .. dy x tao pn nme sbnr fieqa tu .. n dy juz cntct dkt fb jer .. luar fb x pnah lgsg .. dy sje2 je dgn fieqa tu .. dy bosan .. dy lyn je la .. ag pn . xknla dy na jdkn fieqa tu istry dy .. istry dy x pkai tdung .. dy x nak .. n dy tao fieqa tu pn men2 je ngn dy . sbb fieqa tuu rmai balak jgak at fb .. aq pon x cye la .. byak alsn dy .. dlu pon dy pna bwt cm ni kt aq .. pstu dy na ulngi ag plak .. spe x bngg wei .. aq ponn ckpla aq na break ngn dy .. n dy kte .. klo i ckp i x nak break cm ne ?? i sayng u ,,, i x nak clsh ngn u . eeh .. mamat ny .. bngg plak aq .. lepas tu gadoh2 n tros gadoh .. smpai laa baik .. dy kte dy mnx maaf .. dy jnji x wt ag .. heh !! jnji plsu ! bkn ley cye sgt pon mamat ny .. aq ckp la at dy .. lpas ny . skli ag aq tao dy ad skndel mcm ny .. aq x kn maafkn dy .. smpai ble2 .. n ktowg akn clsh selme2 .. dy pon ckp oke ...

so skg .. kte tgok je la nnt .. mcm mne .. btol x jnji dy tuuu .. klo dy mngkr jnji ag .. lps ny .. tiade maaf bg mu oke !!!! say goodbye je laa.. aq pon  ad psaan jgak .. ingt pasaan aq ny ley buat main k .. sorry la beb .. aq ley crik owg len laa .. rmai ag yg lbh baik dr ko .. huhu .. da3 .. jgn marah2 .. aq ny emo sket klo ingt blik cter ny .. x ap . skrg ktowg da kembali bhgie da pon ... so .. aq arap .. hbngn ktowg brkkln until jannah nnt .. insyaalah .. doakn kbhgian kami ea ... k .. r .. da pnjg da aq bebel ny .. pnat plak kn ... oke la .. mnx izin na cau dlu ea .. daaa~~~~`

haa .. sblm tuu pesann tuk korg yg couple ny .... jge laa perhbngn korg tu elok2 .. klo jd owg .. belajar la untuk setie .. krn kestian itu adlh kunci sbuah prhbngn tu . klo x ad kstian tuu .. rosk la sbuah prhbngn ..lpas tu kn .. klo korg x stie kt psgn korg skg .. suatu ary nnt .. korg akn rse mcm mne sket nye ble psgn kte tu crg at kte .. tyme tu bru korg tao .. n x gne ag korg mnysal da .. sbb smue da trlmbat .. its too late .. thank you .. :) 









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